求英語高手幫我翻譯壹下！要盡量標準盡量深情點啊！這是發給愛人的短信

Darling!I'm so grateful that I can meet you in my life!No matter how long I have to wait,I will always waiting there!Maybe I can't make you fall in love with me,maybe I'm not the one you love most,maybe I 'm the most ordinary one,but I love you,I do ,my dear!If oneday I have to pay with my life,I will,just make you satisfied!Maybe I'm really stupid,and childish...You are so cold to me,like the ice in the winter,and alway that cold.Before we met,your love and warmth touched me,but you never contract with me after that.For it is because I'm really so ugly?Or I'm not the guy you want?Where are your warmth and your passion?Where did they go?I know you're busy at work,I understand!Sometimes in the night I dreamed that you hold me while you sleep.After I woke up I know it's just a dream!I would cry!For I miss you while far away,you can't know it!I dare not to bother you,afraid that you say I'm so immature,afraid that I make you annoyed.!Dear dong,do you think of me occasionally?I use influent English to write this message,just want to tell you that:I'm still waiting for you,for ever and ever!I do miss you very much!