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I thought u knew me...
我想妳了解我...
I thought u would understand that after what happened to me, that I would NEVER think that way.
我相信妳應該明白了後來我發生了什麽事，我從未那麽想過的。
But to my surprise...Ha whatever it always comes to this.
但是，使我驚奇的是...哈，不管怎樣它總會變成這樣。
When u think someone finally knows u then BAM! Ha nop that wasn't the truth.
當妳相信某人終於了解妳的時候，然後，呯！啊！不！這不是真的！
Look Im not blaming u 4 anything.
哦，我並不是在為某事而責備妳。
I guess Im just hard 2 BE understood...
我想這是我太不容易被理解了...
And I said to myself"fianlly,Im free of my nightmares!"
我對我自己說：“我終於離開這個惡夢了！”
What a joke...
真是笑話...
But Im not saying this to u, I dont blame u, IM hard...
我並沒有對妳說這些、我並沒有責備妳、我不容易（被理解）...
And i guess Ill have to live with that... no problem, piece of cake
同時，我猜想我將要和這些生活在壹起....沒問題，都會解決的